Of the Lazy Farmer

Your...

Your eyes glimmered,
Look how they glittered.
My mind faltered,
See,my love is no longer.

Your silence pierced,
Listen,how it seemed like years.
Softly I covered my ears,
My weakness,my horrors,my fears.

Your touch melted,
Oh,how my heart wavered.
It seemed like love when first heard,
Then it crumbled,as a pile of dirt.

Your voice,melodious.
Quiet!Soft steps!Cautious!
Music it may seem,harmonious.
Behold!A spell,a lie,a curse.

Your presence,enchanting.
Soothing,yet misleading.
My thoughts,stupid and daring.
Foolish I am,yet I am willing.

Your name,your smile,your dance.
Oh,how i wish,they wouldnt come to past.
A trap Im in,sinking fast.
Love is sour,enlightenment at last.

Just a little poem i wrote.Mood swing i guess.Whenever she's online i stumble into this pit.Sometimes i wonder if keeping quiet,waiting for her to message me is the right thing to do.There's a chinese story about a farmer waiting under a tree one day,hoping that another rabbit might hit the tree and he'll be able to enjoy another free meal.I wonder if waiting for another rabbit to hit the tree,is worth waiting at all.Perhaps,this farmer doesnt have the courage to go out and hunt for rabbits?Maybe i am too lazy,too timid,too scared to go out there and grab a shotgun for some good old rabbit hunting.Yeah.Maybe.