Of the Dragged Boredom
I hate Tuesdays.I hate Tuesdays.I hate Tuesday.And i can go on if you want.Especially this Tuesday.Mrs Lee is gone,save me from the nagging.But guess what?Mr Teo's in the house to take over.Great.Ever had the feeling when you really dont know where the day is heading?You put your elbow on the table,rest your head on the palm and just stare at whatever's going on the board.The numbers,the graphs and the words all start to swirl and disappear.Sometimes i wonder if i stared hard enough,if i could make out the word,"Boredom".Nothing went in.(Mind.)Nothing got out.I didnt talk a lot today.I was just bored.To sit in the class,unable to ask questions.Because you dont know what to ask.Ive come to a point whereby i dont know what i dont know.Believe it or not.Geography lessons are boring nowadays.Drawing,drawing and more drawing.Hydrographs after hydrgraphs.Then more cross-sections.GP lessons was fun.Just wrote,and wrote,and wrote.Essay was distributed to us at that time.And we just,wrote.Economics lecture.Im starting to dislike Mr Teo.He's boring.Like,deadwood boring.If i stare at him long enough mushrooms might start to grow from my iris.If i listen to him long enough moulds might start to block my ear.Nothing really made sense.All was a drag.Boredom took over once more and i banged my head on the lecture table.Economics tutorial.Another torture.I was bored to tears.Underlined words,without understand.Just dragged.Time crawled.Time dragged.I found myself checking the clock every 3 minutes.That made things much worse.I tried relaxing over the one hour break.But i was too busy thinking about how bored i was,i forgot to relax.Imagine,i was so bored,i forgot to relax.Argh.This has got to be the first time.While waiting for PE,it was an even longer drag.Probability staring at me.But i couldnt seem to get the right answer for that question.I stayed in the library and pondered over that question for hours.Then i got bored.And time dragged once more.What a long day.Boring,boring,boring.School life has become a routine thing.Everything's standard,everything's the same.We often hear the teachers blabbering about how they are not forcing us to do our homeworks,studying for our tests yada yada.And that it is "for our own good".The truth is,we are forced to engage in this stupid educational system in the first place.Of course you guys are not forcing us to study,the education system is.You are not forcing us?What a whole lot of bull.You teachers,idiots.You only need to have speciality in a certain subject,and you can use that bloody knowledge to teach different students over and over again for 20 years.The truth is,all you need is to be good at ONE subject,and you can earn a living like that.Us?We are expected to ace in everything.Not everyone is as perfect as you swines out there.We have to work our butts off,and do well in everything,so we can at least enjoy a decent life next time when we step out into the cruel society.At least have the bloody courtesy to make the lesson,interesting.I used to look forward to GP lessons.I used to look foward to maths class.Its part of your bloody work quota to make the lesson fun.But no.You guys just go on and on.On and on.When we dont do well,you blame it on us.Sometimes,it is us who are the one to be blamed.Ever thought that the boredom that you created during class,might be the cause of laziness?Bored.Bored.I am so bored.Drag.Like pulling a concrete up your ass.

Song of the Moment---It's Good to be In Love by Frou Frou