Of the Valentine's Day Deja Vu
If you've been here at my blog long enough,you guys should understand what the title means.If not,go and read what happened on this year's Valentine's Day.The archives are on the right.

Anyway,I feel like this is a bloody Deja Vu.I am sitting at home right after my last paper,blogging again.Whatever happened to the loud club music,the strong alcohol,the laughs and the cheers that is supposed to occur?I have no idea.For some reason,i am still a little tensed about this whole deal with the As.In medical terms,it is called the Side Effects.I guess myself,along with the 18 year old JC students are all traumatized about this examination.Its one of those ordeals that never really leaves you head.A quote from Ripley Scott's "Black Hawk Down" that goes,"Only the Dead have seen the End of War" applies to my situation flawlessly.Perhaps the only way i can get this feeling out of me is to kill myself.Remember that feeling after the Os,when you just cannot let yourself calm down?Yeah,i am feeling that right now.I feel like i should be doing something,but there is really nothing i can do.Besides,i burnt the books and notes.So there isnt anything left for me to study anyway.

Most of my friends are still having papers.My classmates have their own plans with themselves,and with the school located right next to my house it was my one and only option.After all,it was raining like mad after the Geography paper today,and it was already 5pm when we headed out of the hall,so anywhere would be such a turn off.While different cliques headed their opposite ways to begin their mini-celebrations,i turned on my Ipod and blasted The Vines' "Get Free" in my ears as i walked through the rain.What a fitting song indeed,and i found myself screaming to the lyrics of that song while nobody was around(Save for that maniac who was running around the track in the rain).I was dead tired,and i didnt discuss the paper very much with my friends.The paper was fine i guess,and i managed to finish using all the papers without handing the extras down the row.I guess everybody set targets on how much they should write for each exam,and i guess i reached mine.

Sitting home alone,celebrating the freedom with myself is kind of weird.It is odd to see that you are the only person on your MSN list screaming out in joy that the exams are over.Because most of them are still amidst this chaos.So by going "Im Free!" is like saying "Hey,Kick my Ass!".You are basically asking for it.Well,maybe i will find some party boopers and start pulling those strings myself.Just like how i plotted the "Self-Pity" box of Chocolates last Valentine's Day.

Come to think about it,i am living for Taiwan in less than a day's time.This exam still remains surreal to me.In fact,the period from now until the As still seem surreal to me.It is happening,but not quite.I guess i need a reality check somehow,and catch up as soon as possible.My bag's not packed yet.I guess i wouldnt need to many things this time round.My Ipod,checked.Chargers,checked.Notebook(For my writings),checked.Diskettes(With my stories inside),checked.Pens,checked.Handphone,checked.That "I want to Get Out of Here!" attitude,checked.Tickets,checked.I am supposed to be at the airport by 1130am.Well,actually the seats are fixed.I dont even need to get there to book early.But i asked my mom if i can head there early.She understands that i am a solitude/nocturnal animal,she agreed.

So i guess,it is kind of pathetic to be at home right after your damn A level paper.I guess my party starts a little later than the rest,with my trip to Taiwan and the guitar chalet being the highlights.Oh yes,and the outing with Alvin and the Secondary School gang.That'd be fun indeed.Or rather,interesting.Guess i have to start packing now.The next post here would be from me,in Taiwan.Haha.I cant wait to get there and enjoy the TV channels again.Motherland,here i come.

Oh by the way,i was thinking about my hairstyle.Maybe i should go the radical route this time.Dye white.Haha.Well,just a crazy thought from this insanely bored man.For now,goodnight.

Song of the Moment---Vertigo by U2(Un.Dos.Tres.Cartoce!)