Of Exhaustion
This is probably one of the worst curses ever.To not be clever.Well,thats not a problem.After all,a bunch of time spent on studying and drinking brain enchancing soaps should do the trick.And as for me,i am not smart.Too lazy anyway.I cannot study at home.School then becomes my only yet unwilling option.

Ive been studying in school till 8pm almost everyday.Well,3 or 4 days a week anyway.Its no joke studying that long everyday.But it is for a good purpose,isnt it?You get good grades,you are happy,your parents are happy,your friends are happy(As long as you dont beat the jealousy driven ones),your teachers are happy,everybody then takes a happy holiday after the exams and celebrates a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.Sounds simple enough.Well,Ive been studying my butt off these few days,under extreme conditions too.The extreme conditions here refers to the air conditioning in the library.Somebody must have forgot about the fact that when you press the "Down" button the temperature gets colder.Everyday's a chore for me to study in school and it is agonising.Well of course,thats if i dont study in one of the classrooms.

Studying in school is fun,in the sense that you get to talk to your friends when you are bored.Comon',you dont seriously expect yourself to study four hours straight acting like a dumb man(Dumb as in,a person who cannot speak).Also,you get a direct answer when you ask a question.Thats of course,if your partner is clever enough to answer.Cup noodles are nice,especially when you've starved the whole day.The cup noodle then becomes really friendly.Seeing the school at night is indeed a fun experience one shouldnt miss.In fact,i was officially the last student out of the school gate.I even had to help turn off the lights in the library.Go figure.

But all those,for what?Today i had a test.Maths Paper 2.Section D only.Screwed up bad.Real bad.Then the "After-Test" analysis came,and i wondered what went wrong.Well,first reason might be due to the fact that the lecturers only finished one of the topics on Monday.That's two days ago.Secondly,i havent done that tutorial.Thirdly,I only finished the tutorial before this one this morning.How am i possibly supposed to pass this test.During the test i just blanked out and felt stupid.It sucks to feel stupid,but i felt it.Oh well,all those efforts for nothing.I did all her tutorials,and whatever happened there."If you did your best,then it's okay." said my tutor.Yeah,im sure you mean that(Sarcasm detected).Im so tired,physically and mentally.Ive been waking up in the morning like a living zombie.Not to blame you mom,but couldnt you see that i *dont* want to go to school?I mean,it was written all over my face.When your son takes five minutes to open his eyes and another five minutes to start eating the food,you better take some precautionary actions other than a neck massage(Which to me,was much lesser than it seems.I couldnt feel a thing).Its so exhausted everyday.I wonder how we are supposed to do our best during the As.Ridiculous.It sucks to have all your efforts put into something,the fail in it.It just sucks the motivation right out of you,and you deflat like a balloon and eventually flatterned.Argh.My youth!Its rampaged by studies and stress.Great.All i want to do now is to scream out "Get Free" by The Vines.Awesome track.Releases all that anger that lives within.

I wanna get free.
I wanna get free.
I wanna get free.
Ride into the sun.
She never loved me.
She never loved me.
She never loved me.
So why should anyone?

Come Here,come here,come here!
I'll take a photo of you!
Come Here,come here,come here!
Drive you around the corner!
Come Here,come here,come here!
You know you really oughta,
Come Here,come here,come here!
Get out of California!

Get.
Me.
Far.
When I have alot to lose,
Save.
Me .
From.
Here!

When it's breating time
Look into your mind
Don't wait

Song of the Moment---Get Free by The Vines