Of the Parent-less Week
So there,the week without my parents ended today.Mom came back at noon,which was about when i woke up.Freedom is gone.However,life at home came back to normal and finally i dont have to worry about food.Well,not that i dont like cooking for myself.In fact,eating what you cooked is a pretty fullfilling experience.For some reason,they taste better than mother's food,even when they taste nothing more than a frozen pizza.The fact that you cooked it,makes it taste like something god sent.Oh well.Had to clean my room myself,clear up the dishes and run the house so the roof wont collapse.Well,with the help of my sister we managed to keep the four walls intact.The good thing about it was ultimately the late nights.Haha.With mom around i dont normally get to stay up till 4am and still live to talk about it.Anyway,so she came back just now and updated me about Taiwan and the funeral which will be held a week or two from now.Oh well.Too bad i wont be able to attend.If i attend,it'll be more like attending the funeral of a distant relative.And thats true,considering the distance that lies between me and my grandfather over the years.Its impossible to deny the fact that,we ARE in fact distant relatives.Been pretty bored lately.When i was back in secondary school weekends used to be a time when i can go out with friends.Perhaps spend my day at home watching television or playing some game.Now,my weekend is spent in bed,sleeping.JC life's tiring and most of the time at home is spent sleeping.Argh.When will this stop?Seeing my sister's utter disappointment with her results,sent a warning signal and fear up my spine.Wonder how i will feel next year at the moment of truth.When i open the envelope.Oh god.Fear is what we must all co exist with and yet,what we dont want to live with.What if i get like DDD which will get me nowhere.I really want to go to mass com,since it interests me the most.Its March,and i guess not feeling the stress is normal?I dont know,i still have time without a doubt.Its kinda weird to see my class's people to struggle so hard for tests and exams and yet,getting the same result as me,who slacks most of my time away.Perhaps i have a more superior brain(Highly unlikely.)or they have a less superior brain(Even more unlikely.).Perhaps i got lucky.(Yeah,most probably.)Wonder how long this will last.Oh hell,i shall not think about the future and set my sight to the block test coming up.After this week,i realised the truth in people.Or should i say,my sister.Living with someone for a week is probably enough for you to discover a thing or two about your roommate.My sister is motivated only when she needs to.When mom's around she will lock herself in her room and do what she likes and not what she needs.When mom's not around she will be the one commanding people to do this,do that.Not that its a bad thing really.In fact im glad to help out,or simply enjoying the sight of her walking out of the shadows of her results and command people again.However,that doesnt mean that by having leadership and command it means ignorance,arrogance.I dont know,when i talk to her she acts as if i dont exist at all.Brothers seem to be put on this Earth to be ignored by their elder sisters.Oh well.Maybe not.At least that seems to be the case for me.She was walking out to collect the newspaper this morning after she hung up.I asked who she was on the phone with,and if it was mom who called.Guess what.She walked out of the front door and ignored my question.When she was watching television i asked again and she gave me that,"Go away or i will tear your face off" kinda look.Aka the irritating look.She had her hands on her forehead and her frowns like her forehead was being crammed together.All i asked for was a simple,"Yes" or "No".I guess thats too hard for your arrogance.I was even scolded for opening a new bottle of insecticide.Who was the one screaming at a puny cockroach in the first place.(It probably climbed out of the rubbish chute when i was throwing the trash away.Its not even one of those huge disgusting ones.Its about the size if my nails.)Whatever's wrong with opening a new one?Doesnt mean you cant use the old one?You were screaming,asking me to help you so i grabbed the first bottle i could find and rushed to your "rescue".Yeah,thats how you thank me.In fact,you never thanked me,or apologised.Im always the one saying those.And if i need to ask you to help me with something,you give me that look.When you run into me you will say,"Go away" instead of "Excuse me".Yeah.Little things in life huh.Speaks aloud.If this is what a brother is for then i'll rather be the only son.Its bloody irritating to be treated like dust.Nvm,at least this week it showed me your true self.

Song of the moment---Hold On by Sarah Mclachlan