Of Getting a Hangover and the Enemies
No,i did not drink.No,i did not get a hangover,though i'll like to fall into one tomorrow,or rather today.How fast has time past,after that faithful day at the rainy bus stop.Haha.Its been exactly a year after the rejection,and i still lay deep within the wound it caused.Fine,maybe not deep inside anymore,but oh well,its just amazing how one can think about someone everyday for 365 days in a row.Exactly a year ago i was crying in the rain at the lobby,and a year from then i am now laughing at my own stupidity and no longer feeling the sense of despair of that particular incident.Ah,time's my friend,healed my broken soul.And as for tomorrow,friends are going out on dates,with friends or boyfriends/girlfriends.And as for me,i am going to go home,bath,and sleep my day away.Why?Because i aint got a date.Not that i failed to ask anyone,it just that i never bothered to ask anybody.I just got bored i guess?Today in school the girls in class brought their chocolates and the stuff they made to school to distribute to the class.That was nice,and i bought some chocolates as well.Special thanks to JiaYing for her wonderful wrapping skills and her perfect choice of wrapping paper.Thanks to Rachel,WanJun and LiuYin for their home made jello.It was awfully sweet for my taste but,i swallowed them anyway.Thank you Shariffah for your chocolates,as well as Bernice's chocolates.WeiYi and Angeline's brownies as well,you guys can withdraw from school and start selling brownies for a living,they are marvelous.Though more work needs to be put in for the cookies.Haha.Thank you WanWei for your chocolates and letter,and for signing up for Talent Time for me.Sorry for troubling you eh?Anyway,Valentine's Day,what a special special day,and what will i be doing?Sleep.Romantic huh?Argh,who cares?Besides,i have 5 performances to prepare for myself next week.The lunchtime concert at the library,gotta play 3 songs with the club,as well as the duet with Ahmad.Then the Jay Chou song for the Talent Time audition.Argh,what a busy week ahead.But then again,i will be busy for the things i love to do,worth all the effort?Thats what im talking about,as long as you are tired and worn out for the things you love,its all worth it and no complains.However,if we lose i will be pretty disappointed.Though to a certain degree,i do agree with Corinna,saying that joining it is all for the fun of it al;.However,i really want to win SOMETHING before i leave this damn college.This irritating and boring place.I hate the fact that they never had any activities for Valentine's Day while Srjc had song dedications,selling of roses and gifts and a whole lot more.In fact,they had a mini carnival in the school and us?We went through the timetable as usual.How romantic.Argh.I really want to get drunk,to fall into a deep sleep and wake up after Valentine's Day.Aww,that would be awesome.Forget the fact that i dont have her around for Valentine's Day.Perhaps,things might turn out like the chinese composition i wrote today."Maybe,this year i will obtain happiness out of loneliness."Doesnt make sense?It makes sense to me,good enough.I think my class is really talented,with musicians and artists everywhere.Samantha plays drums,the piano and guitars.Rachel too,knows how to play those,and besides that,she is also a very good dancer.WanJun can play the piano and she is good with designing things.Me?I am good at drawing and designing,guitars and singing.(Self proclaimed)WeiYi and Angeline are the perfect example of good housewives.Those brownies!Oh my god!They are god sent.Anyway,my class is probably the most musically inclined class,and i guess we should start a MEP program on our school.(Mrs Ho,what say you?)Well,6 person will be joining the Talent time this year.Wanwei and her councel friends will be joining,to sing some SHE song.(Good luck with addition of sarcasm.)Valerie and Samantha will sing A Thousand Miles with Corinna and her friend,and Rachel,WanJun and I will be playing the piano and guitar for Jay Chou's AnJing.It was more of a last minute decision.We wanted to sing something a little more complicated and,striking.However,we never expected the auditions to come so soon,so well,improvise.And we came up with the song we played before last year.And Rachel claimed that she almost cried when we played that song together,thats got to count for something eh?Right,we are officially enemies now,me and the rest who joined the competition.We will blow you out of the water!Just you wait.All right,bloody cross country tomorrow.I shall go sleep now,goodnight.

Song of the Moment---Why Can't I by Liz Phair