Of Oxytocin and the Passionate Love Scale
I was really tired yesterday night when i sat on my mother's sofa watching television...brushig my teeth as i got ready for bed,when i stumbled upon the Tuesday Night movie on Channel 5...Se7en...Brilliant movie i must saw...absolutely awesome...though a lot of scenes were censored..for example the dead body tied to the guy's body as well as other bloody scenes..but hell it was still a brilliant film...which lasted me till 1230am and by that time,i was already fully awake and was desperately trying to get myself to sleep...But instead of trying to get to sleep,i sat up and grabbed the latest copy of Time magazine and started reading it..(Heard that you wont get to sleep if you try...Try staying awake instead...from Saving Private Ryan..:P)This issue was about love and sex..wow what a tempting issue..and no worries..no pornography whatsoever in this issue..(Bummer..)But it gave a lot of insights on how love actually works and what part the body has to play to be attracted to someone..Well i came across this bolded phrase in the middle of the page..it says,'Why do we fall for the same type over and over again?Blame it on Oxytocin."i was like,'what the hell is Oxytocin.."so i read on...well its basically a type of chemical released in your body which sort of determines the type of person that you like...pretty amazing how it happens to us all the time without knowing who or...in this case WHAT's behind it..anywayz,so it got me thinking..so its oxytocin's work that caused me to like the same person over and over again...and not being able to forget about the same person i guess?well that i wouldnt know..Maybe they do have an indirect relationship somehow?Anyway,maybe one day if everyone on earths wants to forget about somebody you loved..might as well just abstract Oxytocin out of your body and there...you wont be attracted to that sort of man or woman anymore..pretty amazing stuff..of course there are other chemicals at the work which stimulates your senses..but those terms are too technical and i was too tired and lazy to read them through..so instead i flipped on to the next page and found this Passionate Love Scale thing..its a test on whether you are passionate about love or not..and they will ask you questions that you must answer within a scale of 1 to 9...well i did that test and the result says,'Passionate,but less intense."Hahaha,which is good i guess..im no psycho after all about love...just pure simple liking for someone and not being addicted like drugs..Ive never fully trusted these tests..after all they are...tests...i'll probably just take them under consideration...and as for school today..i had fun during the orientation for the J1s who joined Guitar Club..it was all right and everyone SEEMED(Notice the capital letters used..)to enjoy themselves during the time...well played ice breaker games as usual...lame as usual...boring like hell...but then again...i wasnt the one hwo organised it...and i dont think there is a better way to make the newbies understand and get to know each other..A couple of quiet ones from the crowd..like Megan..pretty quiet one always in the corner with her friend..(Forgot her name unfortunately..)And during the game she kept requesting for Jay Chou's Qing Tian..and i had to play it over and over again..not that i mind..its just pretty boring after you play the same song repeatedly..Tomas was extraordinarily nice today...having a lot of patience and smiling a lot..(Rare..)and i actually enjoyed today's practise..(Grab the umbrellas!!)Ahmad taught me how to play Spongebob SquarePants!!hahaha..pretty awesome..nice guy..in fact if i were to choose between my current class and my guitar club as my class..you know what my choice will be...That bloody Ng Kim Teck will never get off our backs..not just our class but everybody else..constantly nagging about the orange file..orange file this orange file that OH CANT YOU JUST SHUT UP??boring lessons and lectures and most of all...MAPS...WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAVE TO DO WITH MAPS..he's obsession with maps is ridiculous and obviously the whole class is sick of him..more complains tmr..:)Nightz..

Quotes of the Day:
David Mills,'Wait, I thought all you did was kill innocent people.'
John Doe,' Innocent? Is that supposed to be funny? An obese man... a disgusting man who could barely stand up; a man who if you saw him on the street, you'd point him out to your friends so that they could join you in mocking him; a man, who if you saw him while you were eating, you wouldn't be able to finish your meal. After him, I picked the lawyer and I know you both must have been secretly thanking me for that one. This is a man who dedicated his life to making money by lying with every breath that he could muster to keeping murderers and rapists on the streets!'
David Mills,'Murderers?'
John Doe,' A woman...'
David Mills,' [interrupts] A woman... so ugly on the inside she couldn't bear to go on living if she couldn't be beautiful on the outside. A drug dealer, a drug dealing pederast, actually! And let's not forget the disease-spreading whore! Only in a world this shitty could you even try to say these were innocent people and keep a straight face. But that's the point. We see a deadly sin on every street corner, in every home, and we tolerate it. We tolerate it because it's common, it's trivial. We tolerate it morning, noon, and night. Well, not anymore. I'm setting the example. What I've done is going to be puzzled over and studied and followed... forever.'

John Doe,' Wanting people to listen, you can't just tap them on the shoulder anymore. You have to hit them with a sledgehammer, and then you'll notice you've got their strict attention.'

David Mills,'C'mon, he's insane. Look. Right now he's probably dancing around in his grandma's panties, yeah, rubbing himself in peanut butter.'

David Mills ,'You're no messiah. You're a movie of the week. You're a fucking t-shirt, at best.'

David Mills,'I've been trying to figure something in my head, and maybe you can help me out, yeah? When a person is insane, as you clearly are, do you know that you're insane? Maybe you're just sitting around, reading "Guns and Ammo", masturbating in your own feces, do you just stop and go, "Wow! It is amazing how fucking crazy I really am!"? Yeah. Do you guys do that? '

William Somerset,'Ernest Hemingway once wrote, "The world is a fine place and worth fighting for." I agree with the second part.'
---'Se7en'(1995)

Song of the Moment---100 Years by Five for Fighting