Of Differences and Distances
8th of December..we were supposed to go on a class outing...sorta like a farewell lunch at Swensens for Mr Yeo..afterall he's leaving next year and we thought maybe we can organise a little something as a class before we leave..So Bernice was the organiser and a couple of days earlier she msged a couple of people in class to inform them about the outing through sms and asked those people to forward the msg..i admit it's not the best way to pass a msg on but hey it works anyway..And we did..Unfortunately most of the class couldnt make it because of OCIP and camps...that's alright..Some agreed to come...and we ended up having 10 or so people on the list..and this is the best part..so i changed into my t-shirt..combed my hair got out of the house when Bernice msged me about the cancellation of the outing...GREAT...Because only 4 people going?Wow what a class..best class ever...*Sarcasm alert*Rachel even said that she DOESNT want to come...wow great...i was talking to Bernice about it...at least LIE...i dont know..actually i had a chat with Wan Jun the other day about the outing...she was reluctant to come because she wasnt CLOSE to Bernice and her clique...i was pretty frustrated about that really..i mean..there are differences between people..that i do understand..and there are people who cant get along with other people..that i understand too..but cant you put aside these differences for once and get along as a class for one pathetic day?This is not for ourselves but for Mr Yeo hello?Cant you realise that fact?Yes go out with yr bfs..Thats not a problem...you will never ever see Mr Yeo in the school teaching as ever again...and there you are hanging out with yr bf?What's up with that?To be honest im not the same kinda people as those people from Bernice's clique...but so what?School is a mini society where you get used to people and learn to tolerate them...Put aside your differences..And there you are doing your own things disregarding other people's feelings..Bernice organised this..and she really wants everyone to come as a class for ONCE..and what you do?You go out with your bfs...I understand that there are distances between you guys..maybe some of you hate each other..Cant stand the way he/she talks,walks,looks Yada yada...but wake up!Stop being so selfish please..both me and Jiaying thought the day was utterly wasted because of some selfish bunch of people..Yes our class is a good class with nice people..so what?Admit it this is not a CLASS..WE are not the BEST class..Cant believe some individuals from our class always go arnd saying that A4A is the best class ever and shit like that..Oh please just shut up..You dont know the definition for class..You might question me as well..What truely is the definition then?I might not give you a definite answer to that...but all i know is..THIS is not the best class..and if you guys cant close the gaps between everyone there is no way this wound can ever be healed..Like the Russians and Americans during the Cold Wars..they hated each other to the max...and during WW2 they placed aside their hatred and they fought their comon enemy:Germans.Please people...

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Sebastian,'Dear Annette, I don't know what I could possibly say that would rectify the harm I've caused you. The truth of the matter is that being with you was the only time I have ever been happy. My whole life has been a joke. I prided myself on taking joy in others' misery. Well, it finally backfired. I succeed in hurting the first person I ever loved. Enclosed is my most prized possession. My journal. For a long time I considered it my trophy. A sordid collection of my conquests. If you really want to know the truth than please read it. No more lies. Please give me another chance. I'm a wreck without you. '
---'Cruel Intentions'(1999)

Song of the Day---The Scientist by Coldplay