Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Of 11 months,28 days and 9 hours of 2003
As we look back at 2003..the things we did and the things we didnt..the things we are satisfied of..the things that we regret..things that shouldve been said..things that shouldve been said...what happened this year?the goods and the bads..the happy and the sad..the friends and the enemys..of losing and gaining..of rejoicing and crying...the dates that should and will be remembered..the people that youve met..the people that left...

This is Weilien's Review of Life 2003...

So what happened to me?im sure my close friends should know what happened since i got into JC...first 3 months was the best 3 months of the year..in fact the best 3 months of my life..indeed..when i was in SRJC i made a lot of friends..The environment and the place was just so right when i was there...had a lot of first times in SRJC..
1st Times:
1)Skipping school
2)Switching Uniforms
3)Falling in love
4)Falling out of it..
5)Felt the harshness of JC life
6)Made TRUE friends
The truth is that SRJC will be an experience that i'll never forget..The classes we used to skip..the lectures we used to pon..the lunches at heartland mall..the farewell dinner at Marina Bay..the steamboats..the Heartattack at Burger King..the scoldings and all of those little things we did and fought together..it was a really fun experience for me..Special thanks to SRJC class 1s24 for making that happen..Never felt this close to a class before..or to anyone in fact..though our paths led us to different routes and ways..we will still be together as one..

The road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began
Now far ahead the road has gone
And i must follow if i can
Pursuing it with eager feet
Until it joins some larger way
Where many paths and errands meet
And whither then?i cannot say...


Someday our paths will meet..maybe they wont..but when we meet i'll say hi to you..and if you trip i will carry you..because once in my life you guys were there to help me through..:)Thanx 1s24..Love you guys..:)
my class wasnt the only reason why i loved srjc so much..probably because some of the teachers as well..Like Miss Lee whom i'll like to say a big thank you to..you've made our GP lessons a must every week..transforming a very boring lesson into a microscope for us to see the world..I still remember the Taboo game we played in class as well as the Jingles i sang..though it wasnt very perfect but you were there to show your support..Everyone else at SRJC whom ive met..Jessica Ruiyi Janice Laibun Enthu(aka Kian Heng) Andrew Jasmine Puifang Guijin Siti Ashriq WeiJie Russell MiaoTing XinYin and a whole lot more..Thanks for being there when i needed you guys..Special thanks to the friendly guys during PE...Mr Ma..i still hate yr face but you're a great PE teacher..Andrew Cox..Screw you to hell...Specially like to thank seniors like Audrey and 'Xiao Bai' who were my OGLs..made the orientation a whole lot of fun...Audrey if you happen to read this..im so sorry about the comment about you looking like Doraemon..:P hahaa..Everyone from Auriga..enjoyed every minute with you guys during the orientation..especially the BBQ we had at east coast when we sat in a circle on the beach and listen to my dirty jokes..thank you so much for being such a wonderful audience..Most importantly without this person my life in SRJC wldnt have been complete..Rs..thank you for being a friend..ive tried to become someone a little more than a friend but i guess im fine not being that...Though you were not there most of the time when i needed you most but..you existence is still very much appreciated..Is the Valentine's day card still with you?And the seashells?Or are they thrown away?And hope you like the earrings i left at your doorstep..Though things didnt turn out as well as ive wanted it to be between us..i guess i just wasnt thinking straight back then..how foolish and stupid can i get...i hope you find a better fortune with some guy in school..im sure there are better candidates than me..Thank you for showing me reality..how stupid i am...You will always have a corner in my mind tell the end of my days as the person that i found and lost..the precious and the light...the single star in the dawning sky...if i were to describe you with one word..it'll simply be,'Wow..'I wasnt able to understand why you left...or why you rejected me..however..i think im beginning to understand..i know now...maybe its fated that im not able to give you happiness..anyway..i have to say a couple of things to you..Thank You,Im Sorry,Be Happy......

After the 1st 3 months things went downhill..with my admittance to NYJC as a start..with SRJC still firmly stuck in my mind back then i was hoping that NYJC would be on par or even better than SRJC..due to the constant advertising from my friends from NYJC...well it turned out to be one of the worst places ive ever been to...The school itself looks like a warehouse..which i managed to convince myself not to be bothered with it because we'll be moving soon..(Which didnt last long since he contractor went bankrupt and we couldnt move..)My class was 'nice'...compared to 1s24 this class is simply a bunch of different people forced to live together under one roof..though they are all nice people but due to some individuals my class have never been an enjoyable class..the quarrels..the rumors..the arguements..with each other and other classes just made me sick of the school and the class..especially the incident to deal with J and R just made me sick...come to think about it it wasnt exactly my fault to post what i want to post on my blog..but nvm i wil let the matter to rest...the truth is i never felt welcomed or comfortable in this school..i feel out of place and like a stranded bird in a locked up cage..dying to get out..the next couple of months in NYJC was a living hell...i enjoyed everyday outside of school and dread everyday when im in it..even though Mr Yeo was there to make us happy and stuff..trying to create a bond between us..but still i dislike the class a lot..maybe im just comparing with 1s24 too much and too often..but i cant help it...Not to mention the 'great' teachers here..the maths department and the PE department has the worst teachers in the world...best organisers...good job!!(Sarcasm alert..)the leap carnival was so boring and dead that i'll rather kill myself with a basketball...Thanx for failing almost every one of my econs tests Mr Teo...and the pouring tutorials from ur maths teacher..the lousy seats and the stupid LTs..the old building and the leaking roof...ARRRGHHHH!!!get me out of here...You dont know the sweet till you tasted the sour..which is so true..ive tasted sweetness in SRJC..now i know how horrible nyjc is...dont even get me started with the bloody uniform..i cant wait for the day when my As are over..and i can piss on the school building and say Sayonara to it...i long for that day to come...

Family wise..this year has been good..dad earned a lot this year despite the recession and all..and he bought the family lots of stuff...video cameras..new computers..new car...a lot more..his brother which is my uncle has problems with his business in taiwan..and my dad has to manage his business here in singapore..in china as well as helping out with his brother's company in taiwan..so most of the time he wont be in singapore..but even though the distance is great..we are still a very close family..my sis hadnt change much since she was 9 years old..still sceaming at her idols when she sees them hoping and dancing around on tv..those bloody monkeys should get a life and fast..my mom is still the same..but she took up the job as the director at my dad's company...I love my family..:)Nuff said..

Dates to be Remembered:
1)3rd of January,2003
2)4th of January,2003
3)14th of February,2003
4)28th February,2003
5)12th March,2003
6)23rd October,2003
7)18th December,2003

1)Day i met Rs 2)First dance with Rs 3)Day i made the mistake of my life 4)Os results.. 5)Last Dance with Rs 6)Rs's Birthday 7)The Lord of the Rings:The Return of the King

Conclusion
So how was my year?Half was perfect and the other was trash...i dont believe that next year wld be any better..but oh well...its been a fairly good year i guess..:)

Its been 11 months 28 days and 9 hours since ive met Rs...and for 11 months 28 days and 9 hours i have been thinking about her...since the last time i saw you in June..everything had been a blur to me...the longest 11 months 28 days and 9 hours of my life...:)

What to do on the Last day of 2003
Sit back and relax..stay away from noisy parties downtown and bikini babes on beaches..lie on my bed..listen to some music..and reflect on myself..i know its not the perfect way to spend the last day of the year on..some might wanna go clubbing..some might wanna go out with friends..but i guess im just a loner..been alone every christmas..new years eve..new year..used to it..once ive thought of bringing her to a beach and do our little countdown..but that's just a fantasy and nothing more...Kinda sucks i know but..thats how it is...hey 2004..hope you will bring me more luck..:)


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