Of Andrew, Jen and Kristen
Just watched The Bachelor a few hours ago..the very last episode of the season..where the bachelor is supposed to propose to one of the girls..one of them will go home with a ring on her ring finger the other will leave home a very sad lady...well since the beginning of the season ive liked Jen more than Kristen...though i like them both much more than that bitch Tina..(Typical Slut..)Anywayz,ive been rooting for Jen..as well as my mom..both of us really like her...im not sure what my mom thinks but i think that Jen has this really motherly look..very matured and stuff..Kristen's the upbeat girl..the kind which guys will drool all over..the leader of a pack..but the really sinister kind..dont really like her..(My sis seems to like her a lot...typical of her to like someone with beautiful looks..Shallow..)Anyway,during the proposal in today's episode..Andrew finally woke up from his dream about kirsten and chose Jen instead..(Good on you mate...)I thought he'll be a stupid blind dick who will choose Kristen..instead he chose Jen...and when he told Kristen that he did not choose her...though i cheered..i felt bad for her..i really did..seeing her trying to hold back the tears in her eyes..asking Andrew to be happy and stuff..Which got me thinking while sitting on my throne..(Aka toilet bowl..for those ill-informed individual..)Is it worse to be rejected by someone or to break up with someone?which one will feel worse?i dont know..my guess is being rejected..there are bascally 3 kinds of breaking up..1)The girl wants to break up 2)You want to break up 3)Both wants to break up ...2 and 3 will probably have a happy ending for you..since you cannot take the relationship anymore..breaking up will be like a bird being set lose from its cage..and so you are the happy one in this breaking up...but in a rejection there is only ONE kind of rejection:She doesnt like you...there's no other forms of rejection..which means that you will always end up a very sad man in a rejection most definitely..Oh well...ive been through the most painful part in the possible outcomes of a relationship..which is a rejection..maybe when i do break up with someone..(Thats if i get into a relationship at all..)I might be well prepared..i dont really want to end up like Kristen..crying her heart out at the back of a Limo..O well..what can i say..the holiday is drawing to its midpoint..haha...pretty soon ehz?haha..alright got to go..

Song of the moment---All I Want to Do by Sheryl Crow