Monday, October 20, 2003

Why cant we just sit back and relax for ONCE..before we recieve our resultS?as usual we are anxious and scared of what we will get tomorrow..esp the geog paper...chiefly due to the rumors flying around about the number of failures and O-ers(As i like to call them)in the whole cohort..not to mention the Unexpected Top 10 List Mr Yeo mentioned..its nerve-wrecking really..do sit comfortably at home while thinking about the results..Since my crappy phrase of life aka the JC life started i have been worrying about every single paper..am i going to fail?am i going to be last in class?am i going to promote?like i said to all my friends..in secondary school its all about getting As and topping the charts...but in JC its all about passing exams and making it to J2 even with the lousiest possible grades..Yes ladies and gentlemen thats JC life for you..smack in the face...face the picture people...its a tough road ahead and not one without peril...a very boring one as well..tomorrow we will be getting back our econs paper..A-ing it?dont think so..passing it?highly doubt so..failing it?Hell yea...After hearing news from the Jiemeis and Ravish im pretty scared about the results to be honest with you...geog...was the only paper that i have confidence in..(save for chinesE)and gosh...im dont even dare to think about how im gonna feel when i get the paper back..Econs..HA..never did well in it..in fact i never passed it...though its a common disease but damn how cool would it be if i passed it when everyone else failed..*WakEs Up* Coming back to reality..whats done is done..what the hell can i do...Break into the school and change my answers and grades,then escape the school facility without the guards noticing like Ethan Hunt?You gotta be joking hello?therefore,all i can do is:WAIT...the word i hate most in my life..aside from words like exams...studying...school...nyjc blah blah blah...Today was supposed to be a holiday...however we had this guitar practice session in the morning...not that i mind really..but when more than half of the club did not turn up for practise that kinda pissed me off..esp when it was a rainy monday morning and i couldve been in bed slping..so the session was cancelled but however...everyone who went sorta stayed back for a little while for some jamming sessions of our own...stayed at home most of the time doing the same old same olds..Cant wait for tmr's outing with 1s24...though its pretty sad that Lydia and Serene cannot make it but...everyone else can..so im a very happy man...or will i be?after getting my results i think half the mood will be gone...not to mention melissa and jane...and maybe evon as well who will be getting the papers tmr...probably swallow the dinner and a mouthful of tears at the same time...having serious doubts about the amount of enjoyment i will be able to get from tomorrow's outing..sigh...alright...sighing sighing and more sighing coming out of me now...guess i better shut up...shhhhh...

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Blade,'There's an old saying: Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.'
---'Blade 2'(2002)

Song of the Moment---Come to my Window by Melissa Etheridge

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