Can things still be the same after what happened?can wounds be healed?can gaps be filled?can lonliness be cured?things can never be the same again...no matter how hard you try to cover up the truth...put on a big smile when you walk into the class...pick up where you left off the last lesson...joke around like there's still tomorrow...this will never ever erase the fact that departure is near...inevitable nonetheless...i came to realisation that no matter what we did or will do nothing is going to change the current situation...i am sure a lot of people now feel cheated...as if being cheated in a relationship...in fact its exactly what it is all about...being cheated...this couple of months spent with him...the journey started off fine...but we are now strolling on an endless road across a desert...we cant see the destination from where we are now...and next year when he leaves we will eventually come to the cross-roads...a road junction..when we'll have to choose our own path without him holding our hands...by right we will be confortably sitting at the back of the bus driven by him as we slowly drive towards our own destination...but no...we have to decide now...we have to choose now...the future is unknown...and fearful...where will this road under our feet lead us to?can you answer my questions now?no...you cant...you are quitting..you are leaving...Its like a mother of a cheetah...leaving her child in the middle of an african grassland...then fled and watch her babies get eaten up by other animals...helplessly they are devoured by the creatures of the wild...at the cross roads..where are we supposed to head?where to?help me answer this question...