opps...its been awhile since i last posted here...since nothing fun or exciting happened lately...or anything worthy enough to be captured by my words...well yeah...yesterday was national day...couldve went out with my friends,went to watch some fireworks...maybe even with her...but like i said,nothing but a dream right now...but she did msg me last night while i was having dinner...better than nothing i guess...after 2~3 months she msged me yesterday...this national day msg supposingly sent by LKY...hahaa...pretty cute actually...i didnt choke on my food or anything,it just came as a shock to me..i really didnt expect her to send me anything...was kinda glad...a friend of mine told me that since she msged you things might be starting all over again...and she asked me to Jiayou...i dont think there's any hope left...like what i told everyone who tried to encourage me...sigh~maybe i will wait till next year...maybe no...maybe i will not wait at all...maybe i will move on...maybe i will stay in where i am...i dont have much control over things right now...not just this but everything else around me these days..i feel like as if im drifting upon the surface of a vast ocean...not knowing where my journey started...not knowing where it will end...not having control of where i am heading,just drfiting slowly and aimlessly into the unknown horizon....just the current of life carrying me thru..i wish i have a paddle...or at least a piece of wood...at least have some form of control over the might of the ocean of life...i reach out and touch nothing...so helpless and all....argh i hate this feeling...i want to swim away...but i feel strengthless..ahh....drifting drifting drifting...slowly...helplessly...endlessly...quietly..........(to be concluded)

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Frodo,' I can't do this Sam!'
Sam,'I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back only they didn't. Because they were holding on to something.'
Frodo,'What are we holding on to Sam?'
Sam,'That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo and it's worth fighting for.'
----'The Lord of the Rings:The Two Towers'(2002)

Song of the Moment---Have i Told You Lately That I Love You by Rod Stewart