lord,are you showing me the way again?are you opening the door for me again?why even bother lord?how come nowadays when i feel hopeless and miserable she shows up all so frequently?now she is everywhere i am...are you behind this again?are you giving me opportunities again?im telling you...im not going to do anything this time...you showed me last time...you lightened up the path..i followed...and i fell into the pits of hell...once again you are doing this to me..i feel as if this is all a trap very well disguised...i wont be fooled again...i will follow my sister's path instead..hide and watch...i dont want to feel miserable anymore...nor wounded any longer...i...i am tired...exhausted...faith?lost...love?gone...hope?out of the question...wait...wake up weilien...what the hell are you doing?today was a good day...why lock yourself inside this room?let yourself out~smell the fresh air....wait...its raining outside...hahahaa...right right...lets switch the mood...okok...today was damn crazy...Yogi yeo was giving us the answers to this pop quiz we had during tutorial and he cracked the table~!believe it or not...it just cracked...that thick table top just came apart under his weight...lots of people where clueless what happened at first..i was too...until he covered his face in shame...i took a look at the table and gosh~!that crack...hahahaa...i laughed my head off really...its been awhile since i laughed so hard...since?i dont remember already...its really been awhile...it feels good to laugh...i like the feeling when im laughing so hard my stomach feels as if its gonna blow...i like to laugh like nobody's business...and since i got to nyjc i never really gotten the chance to do that...so today was exceptionally good...it rained when i was walking home..trapped at the bus stop...GREAT...guess what?i saw a advertisement made of plastic stuck onto the wall beside the bus stop...guess what?i plucked it out and covered my head as i dashed home..i guess everybody at the bus stop was stunned..hahaa...what to do?i improvised..clever move..good job..hahahaa...alright alright..i wanna take a nap now..its been awhile since i did that as well...signing out...im slping now...dreamland here i come...bye bye reality...and to rain....proceed..;)

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Christian,'Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months. And then, one not-so-very special day, I sat down at my typewriter and wrote our story. A story about a time, a story about a place, a story about the people. But above all these things, a story about love. A love that will live forever. The End.'
----'Moulin Rouge'(2001)

Song of the Moment----Fallin' by Alicia Keys