i opened my eyes...on top of me,dark unfriendly rain clouds gathered above me.the moon hide behind the clouds and stars took shelter in the darkness of the night.thunder raged and lightning flashed...drops of rain started to fell...slowly at first...then faster and faster...swam faster with all my strength...to wherE?anywhere but here...coz i know if i stay here i will drown beneath the threatening waves...i thought of an island...an island of palm trees and waterfalls,birds and animals..and in the middle of the island where i can dwell in peace...i opened my eyes,and through the storm,i seem to see a distant island far off in the horizon...as small as a dot,as far as the moon to the stars it seemed to me...with whatever strength i have left i pushed myself forward...a wave crashed down on top...i sank to the bottom...i tried to swim back up to the surface,but the current dragged me down further...i opened my mouth to gasp for air...but water rushed in...im going to die...i thought...im drowning...in the ocean of life... ...
it burns...it pierce...its the sun shining on my face...morning has come...darkness passed...i sat up...on a beach...THE beach...the island...im alive~!i must head for the centre of the island...i walked slowly at first...then quickened my pace...and vanished into the foilage of the forest......
you must be wondering what the above is...well...at first i didnt know where im heading in my life...now i see it...the story was economics...its life threatening..i dont know anything about it..and im dying from it..suddenly i know where to head...i must study hard for it...at least my path is cleared...not cleared my god but myself and my barehands..im gonna create a world of my own...to have this world within my grasp...i know where to go and what to do now..im no longer drifting..im free...alive...kicking...;)