econs lecture...sigh...was going up the stairs in LT4...didnt really know where to sit really...didnt wanna sit behind with econs tutor's eyes like vultures hunting for food...always behind you studying and observing your every single...didnt really wanna sit all the way in front with the rest of the class since that laurence guy although he's a nice guy..has pretty sharp eyes...so i decided to sit with my primary school friend...and there she was..she sat down right next to me...was sorta excited and it seemed as if i travelled back in time to the tme when i was in srjc...come to think about i havent had much opportunities to sit with Rs...the only time i remember clearly was during orientation...during the campfire i sat behind her...that's about all i can remember really...i still remember i was eating my dinner on the assembly area during the campfire when her hair slapped me in the face...could almost smell her shampoo...but oh well..am i nuts or what?anyway,she just sat beside me today...what can i do anyway?talk?i dont even know her...she asked me about a blank on the notes...and thats about it...sigh~she reminds me so much of Rs really...but like i said...they are very different people..Jiaying asked me today about the person i like...hahaa...told her about Rs...didnt go into details of course...coz it might just make her shiver all over and make a fool out of myself...i will probably get comments like,'wah lau...so er xin..'oh well...yeah...i guess that was exactly the reason of rejection...being absolutely er xin...or maybe too honest?for all those who are interested...this was what i wrote to Rs on Valentine's Day this year..;)

Once,God offered to give me a Guardian Angel...however,i refused his kind offer...'Why?'he asked..and i replied,'Because i have one already...she has long hair,big eyes,fair skin,beautiful voice and a really good friend of mine.'God looked at you...and then turned back to me and said,'Alright...however,you shall be her Guardian Angel in return..' So can i be your Guardian Angel?

disgusted?hahaa...well...probably...plus the candle and heart-shaped seashell i gave that's enough to scare freddy away...thinking back...that was probably why she said no...what was i thinking?insane?what took over me?when i was really down back then a friend told me that love played a trick on me...a terrible trick...not funny at all!!!