dead dead im so dead...i told myself to forget about that whole jared incident...my friendship with jared is gone...rachel hates me now....i had hope this morning to get patch up with rachel...but no?weiyi asked me what jared said bout our class...and what did he scold bout us...i said,'just scolded f loh..'and she went to announce to the world...not that i blame her or anything...i wouldve done the same i guess...but i looked at rachel after she announced...and she sorta looked at me...then turned back...i sensed the 'i hate you' thing going on in her eyes...and i wanted to shut wei yi up...until mr yeo asked weiyi why he scolded us and weiyi said,'ask weilien..'and i knew that any chance of patching up is over...i looked at her again after that...and she was still looking at me...with that same 'shut the f up' look...i dont know how weiyi found out bout this...i really dont know...im sure rachel wants to kill me now..(check out my msn nic)ive already told the world but jared's secret on my blog...and now im doing this?why?i told myself to forget...i told myself to shut up...what happened to all that?rachel hates me...probably liu yin and wan jun soon after...then maybe the whole class after that...i hate to be hated...i hate to be disliked...i hate it when i commit the same mistake again...i hate it when the one person i hope to forgive me,hates me...i hate it...i hate it....shut up...

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Mrs Gump,' Life's a box of chocolates, Forrest. You never know what you're gonna get.'
----'Forrest Gump'(1994)

Song of the moment----A Little Respect by Wheatus